Sunday, December 19, 2010

Fleshy...and I hate it.

The letter "I" is in the center letter of the word "SIN"; every time I put "I" (me) in the center of my life I'm sinning.

Monday, December 6, 2010

JESUS will Save all who ask!

"I was shocked, confused, bewildered
As I entered Heaven's door,
Not by the beauty of it all,
Nor the lights or its decor.
"But it was the folks in Heaven
Who made me sputter and gasp
The thieves, the liars, the sinners,
The alcoholics and the trash.
"There stood the kid from seventh grade
Who swiped my lunch money twice.
Next to him was my old neighbor
Who never said anything nice.
"Herb, who I always thought
Was rotting away in hell,
Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
Looking incredibly well.
"I nudged Jesus, 'What's the deal?
I would love to hear Your take.
How'd all these sinners get up here?
God must've made a mistake.
"'And why's everyone so quiet,
So somber -- give me a clue.'
"'Hush, child,' He said, 'they're all in shock.
At the thought of seeing you.'"
(from Cybersalt Digest newsletter)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Long time since we spoke...

Today I felt like speaking and it's mostly because I'm so sad.
I'm hanging on to GOD and we know HE is a comfort but it will not change what's going on.

My 36 year old is getting closer to death, many know the struggles that have been occurring and you've been kind. She's fully aware that it's not good, she's crying out to GOD and trying to hang on to him.

Sarah did come up for Thanksgiving, she had gotten a ride up here to Midland through inviting a friend we all know. It was good to see her...her friend did some real stunts that I'll explain some other time. Unfortunately Sarah spent most of her time in the bathroom from vomiting because the ulcers are so bad she cannot control herself.

This morning I woke up to my cell phone beeping telling me I missed a message, as I looked I saw it was Sarah at 2:25am saying, "I know it's late but it's very much a must that you know my life would not be worth living nor worth the fight if it weren't for you.".

I called her and you could hear her vomiting and trying to hide it. I'm hungry to help and can't.

GOD, ABBA FATHER we need a miracle.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Weednesday 1-27-10

IT'S WEED-DAY!!! Weednesday's Assignment: Weed out the obstacles in your life that weakens the growth of your walk and witness. DO NOT CLAIM IT AS HUMP-DAY, don't insult the HOLY FATHER for Blessing you with today; instead Declare a Victory!